Audre
Lorde reveals her school experiences in her book Zami, a New Spelling of My
Name. While she has some positive experiences with teachers, she also finds
high school to be a judgmental place. She illustrates her first impression of
school by admitting that, "But in high school, my real sisters were
strangers; my teachers were racists; (58)" this reveals her perception of
her teachers, but as she also states earlier, "If you can't change
reality, change your perceptions of it." (18) so Lorde makes a tough
situation into a opportunity. She makes friends and becomes an editor of the
school newspaper and writes poetry. Even though this situation eventually
crumbles following tragedies, Lorde is forever inspired by learning, spurred on
by her very first yearning, "I want to read." (23). I think this
reveals that the character had a deeper sense of the world and a greater
intelligence and understanding of herself and others. I think one of my
favorite passages by Audre Lorde, from other parts of her works, is “I was
going to die, sooner or later, whether or not I had even spoken myself. My
silences had not protected me. Your silences will not protect you.... What are
the words you do not yet have? What are the tyrannies you swallow day by day
and attempt to make your own, until you will sicken and die of them, still in
silence? We have been socialized to respect fear more than our own need for
language." I think its beautifully written and I believe its true.
No comments:
Post a Comment